i need to drink more water

My dad's watching a special on TV about if transgendered people should have to wear tops. If anything, I feel like it's MORE of a reason they should.
Why is this on?


I wish I could say I'm getting into some sort of routine at home. If you call doing something crazy one day and then being lazy around the house in my pajamas the next a routine, I guess I'd be a success. I also wish I could say I'm getting a lot of hours at work. I found out today that I won't need to be out at the farm stand til JULY. And the office work that I can do won't take a month. So I really need to find a job for June. Odds of me persuing this? Low.

Yesterday I had a glimpse into the lives of old friends. I mean literally old. My grandmom, her two sisters, and her friend Margaret all went to Lancaster to see JOSEPH at the Sights & Sounds theater. Mom and I got free tickets to tag along. I was sort of dreading being in a car with them for so long, but I was amazed at how lively and hilarious they all are. They teased each other to no end, gossipped, shopped. It was honestly really cute. I can only pray that my friendships will be like that when I grow up. And hopefully my friends' sons will be police officers so that they can get us out of any speeding tickets we might nearly receive. "Excuse me sir, my son's a lieutenant" "Oh, I see, well, have a great day ladies!"

One thing I'm looking forward to this summer is Bible study with four of my cousins. I thought it could be a cool way for us to stay connected. And we're all between ages 17-22 so it's perfect. I pitched the idea and we're all trying to figure out a day for it to work.

Crazy story about it though. I saw my cousin Cheryl on Memorial Day, and she was like "Lauren, I can't believe you asked Hope to do a Bible study, because John just had a dream about one." She proceeded to tell me about how her husband had a dream that all of our family was gathered at my Aunt's house because my aunt was sick. But there was this feeling of peace among everybody because everyone was doing a Bible study together. The next day, I had told Cheryl's daughter Hope about this Bible study idea. And Cheryl tells Hope about John's dream, and Hope says "MOM! Lauren just asked us to have a cousin Bible Study". I feel like something good is going to come of this :)

Tomorrow, Cerise, Shi, & I are making the 5 hour trek across PA to visit Bethany. I need this so bad. And we're going to an Arts' Festival in Pittsburgh. I am seriously thrilled beyond belief. YESSSS.





Grandmom's friend Margaret: "when I die I don't want any men carrying my casket, just women"
Us: "what? why?"
Margaret: "if a man can't take me out when i'm alive, i don't want him taking me out when i'm dead"


woman's got sass
love it